What’s this I see suddenly in the middle of the night? Why cannot I breathe and be calm with myself as I used to be? The world doesn’t seem to end its misery, and it often feels it’s falling off its axis, mostly because of the mayhem that is around us so increasingly disturbing each day.
There are other things on my mind, the questions that often need me to rethink my own existence, and more often than not, if the future is anything that I can be united with. It is in pain that I am an endearing and growing one that I want to keep and yet I want to distance from myself. But I cannot. It won’t let me go neither here nor there. Keeps me in a total disarray of what is to become.